You know what I love about mangago? Other than the vast archives of yaoi? The little commu...

hmm... June 5, 2016 9:53 pm

You know what I love about mangago? Other than the vast archives of yaoi? The little community of ours. In a way, EVERYONE is anonymous. There's no identity tied to us. No history nor messed up pasts weighing us down society's ladder. Everyone is just equal, no discrimination, we can't even tell if one is male or female, this race or that, this face or body. We're all some sort of human species behind a screen with a common background: we read mangas. Even though we're all strangers, everyone is nice, welcoming and open. Here, we aren't afraid to speak out, to help, to get involve, of being judged. In real life, we would be hesitant to interact with a stranger we know nothing of. Because a simple choice of whether to speak with them or not could greatly, and permanently effect us. On here, if we messed up, we can delete the account and start anew. But not in the physical world, once we screw up, the only 'delete' button there is, is suicide. It's also interesting to talk with random people on here and finds we have an actor, a vet, students, amidst our population. It's strange, how it's opposite of in society, we know what they are before we know their personalities, if one see a cheerleader and we automatically think: "ugh". It's like we see their lips and we assumed they sound like this, we see their eyes and THINK we know what's going on in their heads. Sometimes we wondered if this person was born a jerk because damn. But we, ourselves, forget these people we're assuming things about have been alive for years now. Do some math, 365 times their age. They've been alive for thousands of days already. There's a pretty high chance 1 out of those days, the person have experience something painful that made them who they are today. A gold digger isn't one JUST because, people don't get into the habit of sleeping around JUST because, people aren't ruthless JUST because. We have no idea what goes on in other people's head. They're not dumb, they're taking the route around, they're not mean, they're defensive, they're not cocky, they're trying to encourage themselves, they're not nosy, they're observant, they're not heartless, they're afraid. That even though they might seems like a devil at heart, they're crying into their pillows at night just like you are. I personally know I'm dumb, I'm mean, I'm cocky, I'm heartless and I too, turn to my pillow to cry at night. But it's fine, everyone have a habit, a hobby, a problem, a life but on here, we just seems to forget for a moment, it's nice, to do what you want without being judged. It makes me realize everyone isn't shallow, we're all deep, a hole we continuously dig deeper throughout our lives. Other people don't see us as that deep because 1.they weren't the one digging, and 2.they got human eyes, human eyes can't see that deep. Then again, I'm just a kid, what do I know?

Responses
    Death The Kid June 5, 2016 10:08 pm

    Your totally right Im a messed up emo That recoiled every day in school but I find it safe here to talk and be myself without the messed up shit of life I like what you have to say about it and you totally right lol

    run run June 5, 2016 10:16 pm

    gosh this is really hit me, this is literally what I'm feeling now ^^ ahhh so touched. beautiful