You need therapy
I know haha but I'm not gonna seek help myself it's too much work
Do consider getting help. Hope u get better :)
Thank you <3 <3
No judgement at all cuz I know how it feels I just hope you find someone you can trust and love and they help you thru this it may be your hormones or something it can be anything I'm just saying reach out to professional so they can break it down as to why you feel like this. It's totally normal babe
Yeah I tried. But all the best help costs money....and I'm broke (ಥ_ʖಥ) I leech off my parents currently
It's totally okay keep fighting I'm rooting for you! Save up some money or wait til you can earn your own money.
Okay
Why can't I send emojiiis??? I sent twice but it's nowhere to be found (・・；)
Maybe bugs
Hmmm maybe
When I was 7 I had sexual encounters with my cousin brother, he was in high school I think. Anyway just like luca I enjoyed whatever he did since I was attention starved and basically broken, I didn't really think it was wrong. And one time we're on the bed after the stuff and I unexpectedly tell him that I was going to marry him when I got older, he panics , tells me it's wrong and ends whatever we had. I agreed because I felt pity for him, he was distraught. And ever since I've lost a playmate, we do talk, we pretend nothing happened. I'm a pervert now, I'm dying to have sex, but I'm waiting for someone like him to make the move and use me, masturbation doesn't work for me.. I need someone