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I don't think you should be having suicidal thoughts for not being able to catch with your studies, so I'm thinking that maybe you are setting too high expectations on yourself to do something you really don't like.
Maybe you should start considering what you are studying for (or for whom, I don't know your family circumstances) and if that is what you really want to do.
Maybe you are just not motivated because you can't see what you are studying for, it happens very often in highschool and previous years, because the topics are not interesting at all and you can't choose anything.
So I think it would be good for you to just stop to consider things.
Sorry for talking about things I know nothing about, I really hope you can start feeling better soon.
Hey umm sorry for not uploading like the past weeks um i talked with Amiifujoshi and both of us are students, shes doing her schoolwork iguess , ive been having hard time catching up with my school work and stuff...also because of that ive been having suicidal thoughts lately...idk if i should be saying this..but really sorry for not uploading...for a long time...umm thats all stay safe! And hopefully covid goes away soon.(⌒▽⌒)