I'm so sorry, i was bored

abistarcrafter May 18, 2021 6:07 pm

Ya know-how at the last page of each blood sacrifice chapter they add a line? i made a poem using the lines as inspo. (▰˘◡˘▰)
Stendhal syndrome
Witless, barking but without fangs
That in itself
Was the essence of being
Nightmares plague, dreams not seen
Tempting, seducing
Such is the ugly nature
The unspoken vulgar truth
Forbidden fruit
And unsatiated curiosity
However
Please be the unique being
Please stay behind
The beauty reaching peak, drowning others in euphoria
Starting once again, the stendhal syndrome
The feeling coursing through
The dizziness and flushed surroundings
All from you and your beauty
Until all fades away with only the pain left
This addiction
Threatening to break free
Why won’t you run
Why, why, why
The feeling that arises
Seeing the small blooming on your face near another person
The bright red flower-like dots
The bright eyes without dimness
The kind smile
A expression hard earned and once only seen by me
So coveted and revered
Now causes a green eyed monster to be born
The jealousy that became hard to control
Slowly the chains came out
Restraining you
Watching the broken image
The doll like figure
Cutting my heart more than anything
So i urged you to leave
Hesitance
So kind you were
Unlike the cruel nature embedded in us
Such was the truth
You were the exception
However you kept me in the dark
You made me believe you would always stay
The day came
When you finally broke free
Chains cut
No lingering affection or gratitude left for me
The euphoria that never came back
Losing my memories as the madness consumed me completely
The forgotten stendhal syndrome
And the abandoned me
Drowning in pain and regret
Too late
One shouldn’t cry over spilled milk
I was the one who told you to leave
And now I am the one begging you to come back and stay
The night is no longer young
In the end, such was the nature of human beings
Tempting and seducing
The unspoken vulgar truth
Witless and without fangs
To slowly waste away unwilling
Slowly forgetting the euphoria that i once experienced
Seeing and watching over you, with your overflowing beauty
And my no longer seen Stendhal syndrome

Responses
    um- May 18, 2021 6:19 pm

    never read it, but this is so good omfg

    abistarcrafter May 18, 2021 7:05 pm
    never read it, but this is so good omfg um-

    Why thankyou