I think she wants to die permanently.
well..since whenever she dies she jos goes back in time...so she's probably wants to die like literally...no going back in time..just...dying...
She wants to die permanently because she doesn’t want to go back in time all the time when she dies. I’m guessing that Everytime she goes back in time she get less happy and she already know what the outcome will be like.
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she probably too tired to to live another life again. Since all of her past lives were bad ending. Dying and being reborn again isnt exactly dying i guess.
I love how axion and hilise completely ignore Christian like he’s nobody lol also why does hilise wanna die for the millionth time?