Ok so I guess she wants to end the loops of her life and actually die (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)

She must be tired

makes sense. after so many lifetimes of suffering, revenge, trying to change things, realistically youd feel tired of the world and just want to rest. if the world wont stop coming after you, you have to stop your world

Ikr I would have gone insane by now If I were her after all the trauma in her every freakin life's