Alfred (America) commit suicide.Read the novel i literally cried

Where i can read the novel?

There is no novel. Isn't this a Dj

https://archiveofourown.org/works/1621838/chapters/3457526#workskin

Here

Oh that's fucked up. Not gonna read novel cus that will take me deeper to the abyss (︶︿︶)＝凸

thanks for hurts me more