
He doesn't hate him. He wants to possess him. It's an obsessive love- where you want to crush the other person into yourself so they wouldn't exist as another person but a part of you. Soohyun hates that he's mediocre and has a great amount of pride - more than hating eunsung I think he hates himself and when he looks at him and how perfect and above average he is without even trying; he hates himself more and hates eunsung for triggering his own self-hatred though it's bound to change - since his obsession will shift from bringing him down to protectin him and falling for him in a way. He'll hate himself even more for loving him but eunsung will probably need to help him see how wonderful or above average he is to him...only that way will soohyun get over his inferiority complex. Being acknowledged by someone who he considers to be truly above average...nevertheless, who wouldn't hate someone who was the reason they were mocked and ridiculed for years??? And moreover someone who raped them as their first time??? I understand him, even though eunsung is still my favourite character hahahah he's just tooooo cute and pretty.
Why does soohyun hate eunsung so much?? Like even after reading the raws I’m still not understanding his drive like