hahaha simply put- the relationship itself is icky to me. the way the seme treats the uke is really horrible and the uke whos a teacher just lets it happen ( i mean the assaults/ attempts at assault) . idk i dont find the characters likable, they all make questionable decisions. Than theres the fact that its a relationship between a teacher and student which i don't love but i know is super common in yaoi manga so i can kinda accept that. i can also see how the author attempted to have these characters in an kind of SM relationship but because these characters weren't written as respectful to each other its hard to even see it as anything but unhealthy.
Tbh I have no idea how they came to love each other. The story is kinda trash. There was no raw or real emotion and the logic just didn’t make sense. I wholeheartedly agree about the student x teacher trope. Though I can’t remember the name, there was this one manga that did that trope justice. The seme (teacher) waited until the uke (student) graduated and was of age, and their relationship was super pure and you could see all the steps in which they fell in love. Though it was still ify.
i dont know how to express how much i hate this story and these characters. beautiful art though