As psych major, I can't get angry to the seme. Emotional wreck is real especially if the p...

As psych major, I can't get angry to the seme. Emotional wreck is real especially if the pain is the same with ecstasy where you'll hear what you're believing is true and correct. Even with the uke now having an emotional turmoil when he also lost his love ones and realizing that the seme has it all which he misunderstood too because the only person that the seme wants is him (the uke) and only him. Let's give seme the chance to reclaim himself he wasn't that bad, actually, he's better than other people in real life (low key inserting reality ) what's more he doesn't want anything so he's really doing his supposed responsibilities.Btw, I want to kill the blond guy. Please, author-san, make him showed up after the end chapter or please don't include him already in the story (kiddin) ciao~