I’m so sorry to hear about that.. I usually don’t reply to things on this site and just read, but if you would like somebody to rant to you can just rant more to me (:
I also see where you’re coming from saying it’ll be awkward telling your friends and that your family is not open minded. I apologize that I don’t have any advice, but if I can be of help in any way possible I’ll gladly be there!
Hello darling! You can talk to me! I am free anytime just message me here on mangago I hope you can get whatever your worried about out of your chest(◕ᴗ◕✿)
Hey, if you ever need anyone to talk to I'm always here! I've been through some tough times too and it's hard to always be positive and happy. If venting about your problems work best for you, I'm always online. My discord is alswpsk#4653.
You're not in a good place mentally, I'm not sure what kind of life you're living...so I won't comment about that. I would say signs of emptiness and self-harming is a sign of depression but I'm not sure. You're probably feeling alone as you've no one to open up to about your feelings to so you wrote here, you feel like no one can understand you so you wrote here hoping someone can care about you a little. You probably have low self-esteems because you're constantly apologising when you're not at fault. I'm sorry for assuming everything and sounding like a know-it-all. You should go to a therapist. If you're in a circumstances where you can not then atleast find a person who can hear you out when you're alone, speaking from experience even having an online friend by my side hear me out helped me a lot when I was in a dark place in my life...I would say please don't do something rash, life is worth living for, I'm not sure what you're going through but please hold it in. It would get better in the future...
You can rant to your hearts content here bestie We will listen to anything you want to say.. You are not alone.. If you're suffering then just know you're not suffering alone.. We're here for you ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
Each point u make hits too close to home
Thank you for ur advice,, ill try to reflect and work more on myself and analyze the cause of this “emptiness”
U :,)
First of all, don't be sorry for opening up. Asking for advise is a great way to deal with your current situation. I understand how depressing it is that you can't share these suicidal thoughts to those closest to you. Your family and friends should be the people who you can quickly lean on to but yeah it's different for everybody.
Depression is a bxtch. Because you don't know how long it will last, and some people don't even realize it comes back more often than it should. So my advice is seek professional help. It's a good step to seek help here, but not everyone is an expert. Some people here probably don't know how to deal with it too like you, so the best way is to find somebody you can trust. If not your friends, not your family, then a professional is your best shot.
Learning about your condition should clear up some confusion you are experiencing right now. Plus, you'll receive direction and answers to why you're feeling this way and that way, and by that time, you will know how to cope better. I believe you value mental health. You're doing your best keep it together and that's admirable. Now, I urge you to take it a step higher. Seek professional help. That's all I can say.
That's good to know, if you want a friend with similar interests as you and someone you want to open up to, I'm here for you! :)
Hi besties
Idk I’m just gonna rant there because I don’t have anyone to talk to. My family is not open minded and it’s awkward telling my friends about this because I’m not one to talk about my feelings especially if they’re negative :(
But.. what’s happening is there was this something which I thought would make me happy but when I got it, I don’t think it made me happy at all
And I always make su!c¡d@l jokes To my sisters and think about committing su¡c!de
Like I would think of jumping Off the balcony in my room to drinking the bleach in my bathroom like at some points not even as a joke but I think about it seriously
And when I was washing the dishes I would hold the knife for a really long time and think about.. you know (side note: I have a history of self harm)
Lately I just feel so empty and I try to make it not that Way but it still does
Like I would work out or start reading or whatever but I never feel happy and I feel that it’s been a long time since I felt happy
I’m sorry for airing out my problems on a site where u guys probably just go to read for fun but idk who to talk
Idk even what I’m asking for.. who has advice? I’m really confused