The seme has this strange wall up around him, it puts me on edge, despite his seemingly pl...

Minik May 13, 2021 10:56 pm

The seme has this strange wall up around him, it puts me on edge, despite his seemingly pleasant and charming exterior, on the inside it feels like he’s never truly been attached to anything... Because of this it feels like none of us know him at all, and that makes me nervous.

His friend mentioned how a previous lover really used him and his money, and didn’t treat him well at all. Our seme had legit no reaction when this incident was mentioned, nothing, no anger, no sadness.
I think that’s because he legit feels nothing for these people he’s gone out with, completely detached. Helping them out was more of a means to waste time, and maybe a way to superficially fill the emotional and physical needs that a relationship can bring.

Because of that wall that cuts us off from his emotions none of us know what he’s actually like, let alone what he’s like in love.
The ones that struggle to fall in real love like this seme, are usually the ones that fall the hardest...
I wonder what he’ll be like?

Responses
    thorfinnsimp May 13, 2021 11:03 pm

    beside the point but your way of writing is really beautiful

    Minik May 14, 2021 4:28 pm
    beside the point but your way of writing is really beautiful thorfinnsimp

    Thank you! I write fan-fiction
    (⊙ ◡ ⊙)/