Helppp~

There's this bl I read years ago that I'm looking for days. Forgot the title and only remember some parts of it. Uke is an actor and he wanted to apologize to this person (I think he is a clothes designer something) but the seme stop him from approaching this person because he thought he might do smt bad again like last time, the seme is also a friend to this person. The seme is a tv host crossdresser then they talk and told the seme that he just want to apologize to his friend.