Would anyone be kind enough to recommend me some stuff similar? Please PLEASE?

You mean manga with toxic and violent relationships right?

Yeah..

Gimme a minute. Gotta do some memory digging

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/spin_out_kunieda_saika/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sneaky_red/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mitto_mo_nai_koi/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sanshoku_mazareba_kuro_ni_naru/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ore_no_kimochi_ga_wakaru_ka/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/escape_kyuugou/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yonin_no_nibiiro/

and there's a pretty long one i read on futekiya but it's not on this site

OMG GO AHEAD TAKE YOUR TIME THANK YOU

ARE YOU AN ANGEL OR SOMETHING? THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!

no problemo pal

You need to read this then

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yajirushi/

you can try this

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/honto_no_bokura/

YOU GUYS ARE SO KIND?!!?!?!!! THANK YOU ALL