Yeah the manhua it's a a pretty good adaptacion to the novel. Starember (the artist) makes the tragic parts kinda light i'd say, it takes away a little of the angst. At least for now, maybe it will be different for certain parts. The novel on the other hand is a knife stabed directly to the heart lol
So true, this novel makes me think that I'm a little masochist. I don't know how I love so much something that hurts me a lot, every chapter of Xie Lian's past is a stab right on my chest , I have to take this novel slow or else my heart will be broken in a million pieces. but do I stop reading it? of course not. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
There're pdf, epub and mobi files. I strongly recommend to read from the beginning. https://tgcfmxtx.carrd.co/