She honestly had hoped that they would still love her if she tried to change things, but that resolve weakened every time she died because of her family. She tried to appease them first, and she probably tried to appease them many more times until she was absolutely done with it, her brother had caused her to snap like in the first chapter because he had requested for FL to kill herself for her little sister.
I think she couldn't save herself from falling off the stairs with her power because her body was so weak at that point which was shown when she messed up at her brother's "power" performance. Plus her father told everyone not to let her have any water so I'm sure that made it worse.
For this scene, in the novel she mentioned that her power didn't work when she fell off the staircase and that's why she died the 1st life, maybe because her powers were still weak and that day she spent most of them helping her brother, throughout her 7 lives she also tried to change things multiple time but never completely felt emotionless, some details of her past life will come in later chapters, with each life she tried to change things but this life is different because she feels completely emotionless towards her family.
Do you have link for the novel? ;0
A site it was translated completely, is deleted now but you can read upto 22 here https://wuxiaworld.site/novel/untouchable-lady/ and the rest of the chapters are posted here https://forum.novelupdates.com/threads/untouchable-lady-%EC%A0%91%EA%B7%BC-%EB%B6%88%EA%B0%80-%EB%A0%88%EC%9D%B4%EB%94%94.115038/page-3 just see through all the pages. I've read till 50 but I guess the rest are there as well.
thank you!!
Hmm yes that might be the case. We're still a few chapters in so there might bw more information on her past lives. Thank youu!!
Ah right, i forgot about that, thank you so much for answering my question!!
That's great, cuz i thought the story was going to be like other poorly written stories with many plot holes. I'm glad that there will be more information about her past lives and something to look forward to in the future chapters. Thank youu for the response!!
Yes actually the novel was more details and had more insight on how she felt emotionally, I feel like the manhwa is missing some/ rushing a bit compared to the novel.
I never read the novel but yea i can agree, the manhwa is a bit rushed :((
If she had that power in her first life, couldn't that have prevented her death from falling off the stairs? In her other lives as well; if she had that power, why didn't she use it to stop the abuse or to protect herself? Did she even try to change what's gonna happen in her other lives? Also, she was reborn 8 times, but she only felt tired and emotionless in her 8th life? If that would be me, I'd be tired already with just reliving my life for the second time. If she repeatedly experienced these abuses from her family, why was she still shocked by her brother's betrayal in the first chapter? why would she still expect affection from that guy? Idk I feel like the story should give more information about her past lives. We're still early on to the story so I hope it'll get better.