I also need clarification on the points you've raised. Also, the last 2 pages on the stars and venus etc....i seriously don't understand what tobita is trying to say here...
I think,
1. he couldn't come, or wasn't really aroused by "normal" sex. That was a bit eye-opening to Musumi as he realized he and Tobita would never be able to have sex the "normal" way.
2. Musumi asked Tobita if he liked Musumi more than what Musumi is doing for Tobita. See that's where not feeling it during sex kind of hurts Musumi and he understands his kind of love will never be returned by Tobita. Musumi isn't an S so it hurts him doing all those cruel things to Tobita. But that's how Tobita is.
And the venus thing. The day they had "normal" sex last time, Tobita slipped out of the bed and went to see the sky. Venus was seen and Tobita realized how pretty it was. This is a metaphor (i think) that to Tobita Musumi is still the most prettiest thing.
Idk hahah that's just how i interpreted all of this.
I don't care if you're right. You sound right and that's satisfying enough for me.
thankyou for the explanations!! i felt relieved but also it added the sadness i felt for the last chaptera :") i wish we will get extra chapters showing their relationship afterward
(๑•ㅂ•)و✧ Yes!
Im glad I could help guys :3
wow you helped me so much;; i was so confused, thank you!
For question no 2..im still thinking..n here i make my mind..musimi try to leave tobita because he think their relationship is fruitless n will not go anywhere..tobita will never enjoy the way of 'normal' and it is hard for musumi to carry on being 'S'.. this kind of love make musumi feel resltess.. thoug who could expext tobita will come crying at him and prove he love musumi the most.. tobita action really convince musimi that tobita really love him the most...
And about venus thing on last page..i wonder tobita mean the real venus on the sky or he reffer the venus to musimi.? He praise musumi or the star venus actualy?
yeah i think he felt that his love is one sided toward tobita so he denied all tobita's feeling calling it "lie" (understandable tho tobita gave no shit to his previous lovers) thank god tobita tried to meet him again
i think he means the star in masumi's eyes, it explained how special masumi is to him
it has happy ending, but why do i feel so sad..
1. also i think i need abit of explanation though, what does it mean in pg 13 "it turned out tobita couldn't do it"
does that mean he cant feel good while having normal sex? because that explains so much what happened later...
2. but i still cant get it straight why masami still cant understand that tobita already fond of him when he said that he'll wait for him, he feel sad that tobita said that but he still left him? is it because he's too scared to ask how tobita feels about him?
but still i love how the author made this so raw, it's a bit hard to understand but the raw feelings are so good....