I can't be the only one who likes this chapter, right? Like yeah, it was a bit rush but I ...

Sherlockwhovian April 24, 2016 2:57 am

I can't be the only one who likes this chapter, right? Like yeah, it was a bit rush but I don't think I hate Keiichi at all now. If anything, I think he reacted in a way he thought he wouldn't get hurt too. So after reading this chapter, I think I've revised my thoughts as to what happened.....SPOILERS AHEAD...AND SUPER LONG LOL:





So I think what happened is that Keiichi got super busy and stayed out longer than usual and Shingo became insecure. Subconsciously he was afraid of being abandoned again. While his insecurities piled up, he lost the ability of smell Keiichi's smell even though it was always there. This means that Keiichi NEVER stopped loving Shingo. It was due to Shingo's thoughts, insecurities, and jealousy that made him THINK that Keiichi was falling out of love with him and he thought about it so much that he made himself believe that this is what is happening. Does this mean I'm blaming Shingo? NO. Things happen. Neither of them are to blame. Sometimes we become blinded by our thoughts like Shingo.

But I don't think it's right to place the blame on Keiichi either. Can you imagine how hurt he must have felt when all of sudden, without him being any wiser to Shingo's thoughts, his lover wants to break up? I would have been completely blindsided if I was Keiichi! It would have hurt so much if I loved someone and suddenly they want to break up with no proper explanation. So I don't think either of them are at fault.

Their one mistake is the lack of communication between them. But any couple could have this problem. Sometimes, we think it's a smart idea to hide our thoughts and feelings even though it could come back to bite us in the ass. Perhaps Keiichi seems a bit off because he was anxious about what Shingo had to say. Sometimes we come off as standoffish and brush things off so that we can avoid getting hurt. How could we blame Keiichi for doing the same thing? It's a natural reaction. We draw back from things that hurt us. As for the suit thing, he's a professional actor. They care about those things. At least I think they do lol. Once he got the okay, he went ahead and grabbed Shingo.

So I'm actually glad to see this chapter happen. Shingo was able to express that he wants to stay with Keiichi no matter what. I'm proud of him. I think this incident made him come to terms with his abandonment issues and come to realize that it's not worth it to lose Keiichi. That he rather risk the possibility of being abandoned again rather than lose Keiichi says a lot about Shingo's growth as a person. That is a huge step for someone who always thought he didn't need anyone because they eventually left anyway.

AND THE RING!! I think it could possibility be Keiichi's answer to Shingo's abandonment issues. It's his way of saying, "I'll never let you go for as long as you'll have me." It was ONLY after Shingo adamantly said he wants to break up that Keiichi was whatever about the ring. Giving Shingo that ring was probably his way of telling Shingo that he could choose to be with him or not. That the decision is up to Shingo. But no matter what Shingo chose, it was Keiichi's promise to him that he'll be there for Shingo for as long as he wants him. However, it also meant that the moment Shingo decides to choose HIM then he will never let go and basically drown Shingo with the force of his feelings - thus, the feature where the ring will never come off again lol.

Anyway, I applaud you if you read all of my thoughts (⌒▽⌒) And wow, I got REALLY into this whole manga by going nuts analyzing it LOL ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ But yeah, I think it's a pretty realistic view of a love that pulls you in and drowns you in it. They definitely fit into that crazy passionate love category that makes you either want to run away from it or throw yourself into it. And I'm glad these two decided to throw themselves head first into it.

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    Suhiki April 24, 2016 3:19 am

    That's actually a good theory.

    Sherlockwhovian April 24, 2016 3:55 am
    That's actually a good theory. Suhiki

    Thank you :D I'm surprised people actually read my theory haha

    Sherlockwhovian April 24, 2016 4:02 am
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    Oh definitely. I mean I liked this chapter because of what it represented - the whole Shingo finally admitting that he doesn't want to lose Keiichi and Keiichi finally feeling like he can express his crazy love for Shingo again. BUT I agree that it felt rushed - like the managaka was trying to wrap things up fast because their drama lasted too long lol. But yes, I think seeing Shingo get Keiichi a ring too would be nice. I would love to see a chapter where they really do settle down from the drama and exchange vows in a proper setting rather than in the middle of an acting set.

    However, I don't think Keiichi really NEEDS a "bind" to Shingo. Because really, if you think about it, he's crazy in love with Shingo and voluntarily bonded himself to Shingo even without a ring. Basically, the way I see it, Keiichi already has given ALL of himself to Shingo and he was just waiting for Shingo to do the same for him, which Shingo did in this chapter when he admitted he didn't want to be without Keiichi.

    Sherlockwhovian April 24, 2016 4:43 am
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    Ooh yeah, I love me some passionate Keiichi too lol. I think he was a bit "cold" because he was trying to avoid getting hurt himself. I have the tendency to distance myself from things that I know would hurt. So I think that's what he was doing. Pretending that it won't hurt by shutting out his emotions. But I think I see some of the old Keiichi in the last few pages :) I think the mangaka drew him with a bit more emotions towards the end.

    yelloheh April 24, 2016 6:08 am
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    Keichi kissed and proposed Shingo in front of a bunch of people in America. Gossip will run mad about his coming out...