Looking for a yaoi manga see in description

Hey guys ...am looking for this manga that i read a while back and dont remember its name or that much abt it ....it's a yaoi with the Ml trying to have a relationship with the MC who is in denial bc of his abusive relationship with his mother. She kinda used him as a replacement for her failing relationships with guys...so he ended up internalizing all these things and not being able to have a relationship with anyone