Can someone recommend me some really sad bl or shounen ai that’ll make me cry my ass off...

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/life_senjou_no_bokura/

10 years passed that I love you life senjou no bokura merhaba given banana fish

I cried so hard for satan knows how many hours after reading this.....

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/december_rain/

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/10_years_where_i_loved_you_the_most/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/december_rain/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cocoon_of_the_heart/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/geu_kkeute_issneun_geos/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/incidentally_living_together/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/false_memories_lee_gpiee/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/never_understand/

Thank you (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Boy meets Maria

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/toriaezu_kiss_shite_kudasai/

replying so I can come back when I want to cry. Also, a sad oneshot is
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_childhood_friend_was_a_god/

same ╥﹏╥

http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1090460/
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/1103164/
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/636848/