Thanks for the clarification!! I was trying to interpret his thoughts and why he cried, this makes it clear:))
Aww thanks for this.
Thank you for this! It was a masterpiece!
Also a big thanks for the update, I thoroughly enjoyed this story:)
I'm glad! Sorry that i couldn't convey it properly in the translation ^^
Thank you for translating and uploading this. I personally love this as well. The story has so much depth in my opinion and looks closer to real life. Thank you for your hardwork. ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Thank you so much for your kind words!
Thank you so much for your hard work and clarifying. Really appreciate it!
Thank you so much for updating this i can't thank you enough how grateful i am.. hope you're doing well on everything you do ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
Thank you for the clarification and of course the chapters. If you hadn't done this, I wouldn't have got to read such a beautiful story
From what i read in the korean version, the scene where hiromichi recalled sleeping with a woman in the dark was intended to serve as a revelation. Just in case my translation didn't convey the meaning, here's the context.
Hiromichi remembered that once, he had sex with a woman in a room that was pitch black. He couldn't see a thing, so he felt like he could be sleeping with either a man or a woman. At that time, he thought that sex with a man couldn't be that different from sex with a woman, and if that was the case, he could pretend to be straight. But of course after he really slept with a man for the first time, hayato, he realized how different and liberating it was to finally embrace his sexuality. That's why he cried, because he just realized that "oh fuck, i just had sex with a guy. I thought i would never get to feel this and now that i have, i can never pretend to love a woman like my family want me to".
Does that make sense? I hope i didn't make it more confusing, i'm not the best at explaining stuffs :')
I really love that scene, because it was heartbreaking but also liberating to see hiromichi coming to terms with himself.
Keep in mind that that's what i get from reading the korean fan-translation version. Idk if the original japanese version meant it this way, but i still think it's beautiful nonetheless.