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The seme hasn't said that he was in love with the blonde guy, but it's pretty much obvious. For what I could understand, he doesn't feel like that anymore but the other guy does, I understood this from the scene where the uke said that the blonde guy's voice while talking to him after he found out they were together was filled with hostility, something like that. So in summary, the blonde guy likes the seme and the seme was in love with him before getting together with the uke, idk if there's any remaining feelings tho (it kinda seems like there is). Oh and the seme and the blonde guy are childhood friends, so I'm guessing he's the seme's first love but he's never talked to him about what his feelings are, so he doesn't know. I'm bad at explaining, sorry :')
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Well, and this weird relationship between the blonde guy and the seme is making the uke feel anxious, he thinks the seme doesn't love him and that he used him only to see how the blonde guy would react to him being with another man. Truth is everything is so fucked up lmao they don't communicate properly and assume things way too fast
The misunderstandings are killing me. But like if I were him, I'd also feel bad about my bf spending so much time with the guy he used to love, even worse if that guy reciprocates his feelings. This thing is really an emotional rollercoaster lmao but sorry, I love suffering from the drama