Actually a few days ago, I was thinking that it would be okay if I was raped but this made me open my eyes, I'm still crying cause of what I've been thinking. Ever since covid happened it seems like my mentality have been getting worse day by day and it seems like my awareness and common sense have also disappeared, I've also started using myself as a guinea pig like how I've been cutting myself little by little cause I was wondering how much I can endure this too and some other stupid stuff and well he kinda traumatized me too..
Actually a few days ago, I was thinking that it would be okay if I was raped but this made me open my eyes, I'm still crying cause of what I've been thinking. Ever since covid happened it seems like my mentality have been getting worse day by day and it seems like my awareness and common sense have also disappeared, I've also started using myself as a guinea pig like how I've been cutting myself little by little cause I was wondering how much I can endure this too and some other stupid stuff and well he kinda traumatized me too..