Hi guys

zzylou April 21, 2021 11:34 am

Hi guys i just wanna ask btwbim sorry for my bad english cause english is not my first language so my parents finally found out about my school work i din't do anything cause dont have this energy to work you just wanna sleep and read the sleep again they scold and of course they also confiscate my phone and ask for my password also check anyth ing like messenger ,social media and im scared cause of my photos it has bl on it luckliy they din't check it but i dont have phone unless i do all the work or finish them they also delete my apps and also they also wanna know what i've been reading they want to see my wattpad i dont know anymore because my wattpad is full of fanfictions and bl im embarassed also at the same time im mad cause that my privacy luckly my wattpad has password so they ask me what is the password i dont want to tell but suddely my step dad slap me really really hard im crying hardbibdont know what to do

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    zzylou April 21, 2021 11:37 am

    Also i told them that if they keep doing that im gonna kill myself and then my step father said then kill youself now i dont carebif you die then do a funeral idk anymore im crying really hard now and dont know what to do mim so broken rn

    Cum doctor April 21, 2021 11:38 am

    Just do your work tbh. There’s always time for bl and other stuff later I know you don’t have motivation but you wouldn’t be in this situation if you just put more energy in school right? When school is over you can read and relax as much as you want. You gon have to just get over your dad slapping you even tho that’s wrong like no cap he lowkey sounds abusive but whatever. Anyways, I hope ur okay at home. But isn’t the year almost over? So just put bl aside and focus on your work. You can just maybe read it at night and be productive with your work during the day. Just balance it out

    vanilla April 21, 2021 11:39 am

    excuseee mee? thats invasion of privacy and abuseee wtfffffffffff they cant do that just because you didnt do your homework ( my parents are also like that tho) . in your current position tho I'd say all you can do is gather some will somehow and finish that work but dude thats not okay

    YesButLikeNo April 21, 2021 11:41 am

    alright. them asking u what u do in your down time for the reason that you don't do your school work is an invasion of privacy!! if they were asking for your safety online, that would be different. your step dad slapping you is physical abuse plain and simple. im so sorry you have to go through this! absoulutely horrendous. for now however, you should just focus on your school work like another user said. u have toxic parents tbh tho

    zzylou April 21, 2021 11:45 am
    Just do your work tbh. There’s always time for bl and other stuff later I know you don’t have motivation but you wouldn’t be in this situation if you just put more energy in school right? When school is o... Cum doctor

    I did promise to them that im gonna do the work beacuse i did really wanna pass but if they keep asking me for what im reading they wanna see and they also ban me even from watching movie luckily they dint know about thus site but im worried about the wattpad idk what to do because im really scared about what they see i also has gl stories there and im scared that they will know about my sexuality becausebof the stories and also they did allow me to use this tablet because i beg i wanna read but im also doing all my work

    zzylou April 21, 2021 11:46 am
    excuseee mee? thats invasion of privacy and abuseee wtfffffffffff they cant do that just because you didnt do your homework ( my parents are also like that tho) . in your current position tho I'd say all you ca... vanilla

    Thank you very much and also i hope you're also okay

    zzylou April 21, 2021 11:48 am
    alright. them asking u what u do in your down time for the reason that you don't do your school work is an invasion of privacy!! if they were asking for your safety online, that would be different. your step da... YesButLikeNo

    Yes thanj you very much i'll do and finish all my work tommorow and if i dint finish tommorow i'll do it again in other tommorow thank you very much

    Cum doctor April 21, 2021 11:48 am
    I did promise to them that im gonna do the work beacuse i did really wanna pass but if they keep asking me for what im reading they wanna see and they also ban me even from watching movie luckily they dint know... zzylou

    Make another Wattpad account and find random books to add on there. Then show them that account

    zzylou April 21, 2021 11:49 am
    Make another Wattpad account and find random books to add on there. Then show them that account Cum doctor

    Reallydint know about that thankyou very muchhhh

    Cum doctor April 21, 2021 11:53 am
    Reallydint know about that thankyou very muchhhh zzylou

    Yep that’s what I did lmao. gets the job done and reliefs their curiosity. Npp I hope things get better at home for you

    GOMEN TSUKI April 21, 2021 11:55 am

    Tbh reading bl or comics are supposed to be a side hobby though you could slip in reading bl between your schedule, you can't just read and sleep all time, If I were a parent I would too scold my child for not doing anything, Imagine your mother having contractions and giving birth to a child and years after seeing their child do nothing but read for a selfish entertainment? Though my Mother and Father had MANY TIMES look into my phone and check everyhing that I have in it, and they will find out anytime soon, All I just do is follow them. But in your case abt ur step father, Just ignore his words, He's just a dick who doesn't care for his daughters feelings. Come here lemme give you a hug thats all right we all have different strugles (´▽`ʃƪ)

    p i x y April 21, 2021 11:56 am

    you don't do it cus you are lazy?? well, honestly i won't blame your parents, ya know parents have their own problem and you add it, if you see my reading list + other list, i also reading so many BL but I still manage my time. but the fact they trying to disturb your privacy is wrong. and about the slap, tbh my parents would do it as well, it depends on you how you think for what the slap is.

    sorry am i too harsh?? crying is okay
    don't hold it. but please i hope after your mind is clear, you go to do all school works and tell ur parents that sometimes you have no motivation.

    remember school is also your responsible as student. you need to change.

    zzylou April 21, 2021 12:14 pm
    you don't do it cus you are lazy?? well, honestly i won't blame your parents, ya know parents have their own problem and you add it, if you see my reading list + other list, i also reading so many BL but I stil... p i x y

    No no im being honest im kind of lazy but i also listen to m y parent beause im scared of the about my school work it kin of pressure every day i have ten subject online class and and activities i did answer quiz and test but school work i dint do it everyday my parents keep pressuring me about school work i remember first week of school i have my friend in my house and we help each other to do work and my father always called me an idiot and im just doing it beacuse my friend hrere they also call me a maid because whwnever my friend ask something like water or food i always gave her because shes my visitor and it kind of embarassing dont get me wrong i love them very very much even tho hes not my real father i love him but also hate the fact that when we first met he's good always play with me but when they did get me from my gradma because since i was a baby my grandma was the one who raise me so when i did live with them its kinda you know my step father strat calling idiot every time i do somrthing wrong like i remember i accidently spiiled the water and he got mad he called me idiot and i djnt do anything right in my life and its become normal to me that they always mentally abuse me calling me a whore ,idiot,anything that will really hurt me and also its been so long since i read bl im kind of also losing interest by reading a bl and i only read bl when its night i cant read at morning cause my parent monitoring what im doing so yea and no its not harsh i get you beacuse im reading sleeping i also did wrong which is i dint do my work but i already promise them doing it tommorow and thanky you verry muchh

    zzylou April 21, 2021 12:14 pm
    Tbh reading bl or comics are supposed to be a side hobby though you could slip in reading bl between your schedule, you can't just read and sleep all time, If I were a parent I would too scold my child for not ... GOMEN TSUKI

    I hope you're okay tgank you very muchh

    p i x y April 21, 2021 12:48 pm
    No no im being honest im kind of lazy but i also listen to m y parent beause im scared of the about my school work it kin of pressure every day i have ten subject online class and and activities i did answer qu... zzylou

    ahh, i'm sorry to hear that... hope everything is gonna be alright, i hate that kind of parents ughh!! you need to do it and go to an university and live far away from that toxic step father>:( and i'm glad you realize it<3 i hope you can manage your time, deal with the pain...

    ah btw if maybe you like it if someone listen to your story, you can chat me anytime... i'd like to listening your problem!

    um- April 21, 2021 3:50 pm

    first he definitely shouldn't be touching you, and it really sounds like they're invading your privacy. make another wattpad account, and put random sci fi books in there. try rewarding yourself, for ex "i do this much work, and get to read this much" etc good luck!