Is it bad that I want to become a guy?

maybe you’re genderfluid..? but if you only wanna be a guy cause you read bl that’s fetishizing but if you wanna be a guy like in normal circumstances you might be trans or genderfluid

You should probably stop reading bl for a while to make sure it’s not affecting how you feel abt your body, and if you still feel the same then you might be gender fluid :)

you may be gender fluid, not that it's anything bad, but it might take some time to accept it. just a may be, though

Are you straight?

I think you may be genderfluid

I think you wanted to become a guy so you can become an uke or seme and have a bl life

Because you are watching bl, you (other fujoshis) also desire having a penis and become a guy

But if you are saying that you sometimes you feel like a guy and sometimes you feel like a girl,

Then could you clarify first, what do you feel when you fell being a guy sometimes? Is it you want to be love by another guy or you feel like living another girl?

Because if you say feeling like a guys because you feel like "masculine" then I think it is a different story

when you say feeling masculine...uhh is it like...hmm I don’t know how to explain this but is it like....you wanting to be complimented as masculine ?

If that is the case then yes, that’s how I feel, by looking at the other comments as well as what you said does that mean I am genderfluid ???

Cause when I feel like a guy I don’t think about uke and seme stuff,
I just feel like a guy, or should I say masculine.?

I don’t know much about LGBTQ stuff, but now that I think about it...maybe I am genderfluid ???

Just to clarify being genderfluid means that on some days you feel more feminine but other you feel more masculine

Yup, at first I thought you only like to become a guy because of the influence of bl, but being a guy because you have a male perspective (not in sexual aspect, but rather being a guy as whole). Im sorry, but stuffs like genderfluid, I dont have experiences regarding that, I think you need to consult someone who is genderfluid in order to learn more and you can be enlightened regarding you situation.

I recommend you to visit some web forums regarding genderfluids, if no one in this comment section is a genderfluid. I do hope some who are experiencing genderfluid may enlgihten you

um you could be genderfluid but if you only want to become a guy when reading bl, you're fetishizing it.

being genderfluid means you switch genders when you feel you are that gender

i personally am genderfluid, and would recommend you take a break for a couple of weeks to see if you still want to become a guy. if not, then... but if so, you most likely are. if you only feel like becoming a guy, because you want to have a bl life, and be in a bl story, that's just fetishizing it.