Beef! I beef!! A day without beef is a day without breathing(▰˘◡˘▰)
Random question, why do you think ppl in depression cut themselves? To call for attention, to unconsciously alert ppl that they need help? To inflict pain on them self because they think they deserve it for causing someone else pain? Because regrets? To punish themselves? To follow the trend of depression = cut yourself? What is it that compels them to do such things? Their hearts hurt so much that to numb the pain, they need to inflict a greater, physical pain? My friend once cut herself on the leg and was rushed to the hospital. I said she could've died if she cut there and she said that was the point. If it is, why not slit her own neck? The chance of dying is immediately intensify if she had just go for the throat. Then she wouldn't have to repeatedly feel the pain after every fail suicide attempt. Do ppl cut just to test out the feeling? Just to see if it lifts their mood like they think alcohol lifts their mood? Or perhaps they too scare to truly kill? What a strange species we are, first instinct is to survive and then there are those people out there throwing themself off a cliff...I'm so done with complex minded creatures. (︶︿︶")
I think certain situations cause chemical imbalances inside people that make them do that...the pain inside is to much so they try to block it out with physical pain raither than dealing with the emotional pain instead. I think. and there are people who want to die but are just to afraid to do it so they attempt it with half attempts because slitting your wrists or legs is not as scary as jumping off your roof.
I have an essay I need to urgently finish and I have approximate 12 words written down. Why must distractions and worldly fun exist?;?!? My grades have already dug a too deep of a hole for me to get out (/TДT)/ I'm gonna die and end up futureless for the rest of my life
Please, any recommendations for younger seme and older uke manga? I'm in the mood (๑•ㅂ•)و✧