Hey dear reader I wrote something kind of similar a while ago and someone explained it to me a bit so here it goes.
Apparently mc has a condition, which I forgot the name of, in which he makes his own narrative of things around him. Especially the one who gives him love, which is the Top. He is basically fixiated on Top and everything that seems like a threat alarms him. So basically even though his reaction doesn’t seem normal to us its normal to him due to his past traumatic experiences. I mean I get that and I am trying to understand it as well. I cant come up with any better than this bc I really do like their dynamic and relationship.
I also think that both of them don’t really know how a healthy relationship especially communication works so ofc MC won’t tell Top kun that he was jealous, which is actually totally normal and okay.
I just reccomend therapy
I've been reading this for months now and I'm on the latest chapter actually, but CAN SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN WHAT THE HELL IS HIS CONDITION??? I get that he's good at balancing his self that's why he can stand up properly in some panels but the placement of his crutch confuses me too. Is it like numb thats why when they're having smexy time it doesn't hurt when even when they plokplok hard? Is it in the state of recovery coz I somehow recall that he borrowed money for his injured leg? I-I just （/TДT)/
Please someone just explain his condition to me coz even if i want to enjoy reading them banging I can't enjoy it that much coz of the existing idea of his injury