keep it in a journal!
"He literally looked like he died inside and silently left my room without even looking at me. " -- I think that hurts you both much more than he said something to vent it out.
How about waiting until you move out to live by yourself.
Hi :) I suggest you to try start it over again, If you really want to nothing should stop you! Perhaps do it at your own pace, just when you feel like it without trying too hard at the beginning.. And this time hide your drawings in a safe place and keep an eye on the door. ;)
Good Luck ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
During this time just draw general manga, not porn.
Hey guys! I need some advice. I'm thinking about drawing some yaoi, but I'm too nervous about doing so because of an awkward and traumatizing experience I had from high school. Basically what happened was that my dad came upstairs to my room to talk to me about something, and then he picked up one of my yaoi drawings off of the floor and saw it. He literally looked like he died inside and silently left my room without even looking at me. So yeah haha, I was super mortified and haven't drawn any yaoi since. I really, REALLY want to start drawing it again, but have a ton of difficulty moving past what happened that day. What should I do?