I don't like how it turn out at all like why does this have to be "a seme and uke hole" to...

I don't like how it turn out at all like why does this have to be "a seme and uke hole" to the part where it is a romance but the problem is like so big that I can feel the stressed from here and over all confused on what about happen....im crying Σ(っ°Д °;)っ