Oh no. You were eleven? That's horrible. I am also a survivor of molestation. I felt insecure in my own skin for weeks. It was horrible. Now it's been many years. I feel better but whenever I remember it, I get dread in my stomach.
Oh, it started when I was like. Seven. And continued until I was around fourteen. Eleven was just when I really started to notice the hypersexualization.
Also... Same. I'm much better than I was but it's still enough to put a pit in my stomach deep enough to bury a body in.
ah... sadly I can relate to that.. I actually got to know it wasn’t normal at a very young age and my parents always cussed at me whenever I said something about that topic to the point that I got scared of even thinking about sexual stuff
Makes you feel more broken than you already are when u can’t even use your coping methods anymore because of another childhood trauma
I still freak out when someone touches me or break down after doing it with people not because of the sexual trauma but because of that stuff that followed after and not being allowed to get a therapist
Not me out here relating to this really really hard.
Like, I was sexually abused and as a result I ended up becoming like... Hypersexual. So I relate to this a whole lot. It's not like I started sleeping with a ton of people, it's more like... Sex stuff started taking over my mind. It was almost everything I thought about and because my boundaries were so thoroughly broken I talked about it all the time, which is not great when you are like. Eleven. I just thought it was normal. I ended up freaking out my first boyfriend because I was super sexual and he was like "You are fourteen, calm down, this really isn't normal."