Omg I hope ur cat is ok!!!! :(((
Currently he is fine but just three weeks ago he has trouble going. I always worry because I always make sure he drinks plenty of water and to soften up his kibbles before giving it to him. He's like a ticking time bomb sometimes he goes and blood would be on his litter so I am always on alert and goes on panic. That's why I always prepare myself bc if god forbid something would happen to my cat I don't think I can take it. :(((((
I mean I'm annoyed because he keeps playing with his emotions like just say I like you but we can't be together right now at least then he'd be honest what was the point of lying
Well, technically he did not lie he did not say that he hated him but just left it unanswered. I can totally understand that tho coz dude you would also hesitate to tell him coz now he would ask you the big WHY. Which he isn't gonna tell coz they live in a different world and he also kinda insecure coz ML gets to keep his rescued dog and get him the best treatment and his parents aren't against it either whilst with our MC here always gets scolded by his parents by keeping his cat, is poor having troubles paying his own tuition and feeding his cat, now he is troubled bc he needed money bc what if his cat's condition gets worse? And now what let's say he tells it to the ML and now what ML will offer money to help? Not only it's a burden but now you owe something to somebody. Better yet to win that contest instead. And also one big factor is in the end they're gonna be rivals in the show. You can't change the fact that everything that Mc wanted and worked hard for, ML got effortlessly and he doesn't even need money. MC has to grit it even if it hurts, bc he can't go soft now. He has a cat relying solely on him.
In a different circumstance I would've been annoyed with the mc too. But looking at his "problem" I see that I am standing in the same shoes as him. I totally understand his actions and the reasons behind it and it is because of the love for his cat.
Yo those who are annoyed with him obviously never cared or never had a cat or a dog before. Seriously I never thought I'd be seeing myself here just in a different setting.
Just to share I have a cat and he's not particularly super healthy so I always worry he'd get sick bc he does that from time to time since he's a kitten. We're not well off and I got him while I was in university no job and only relying on my parent's money.They objected heavily on me rescuing him because I am still paying for my tuition and we cannot even feed ourselves. But I insisted always cried everynight and did everysingle thing I can like not eating just to save money and borrowing money from friends just so I could take him to the vets until he grows enough so that he's not that fragile anymore. And now I even fell out of love from someone I was together with for four years. Pandemic hit and none of us in my family has a job so I had to grind sidelines and beg fro work from others like doing simple things just to get paid so I can feed my cat. When I finally got a job I was paid so little I could barely sustain our bills our everyday expenses let alone my cat's food and emergency fund. I am so busy working two-three jobs that when my partner started asking me for time and he started to complain that not even sa single reply from me for three days straight. Yo I did not even hesitate to remove him from my life. I won't be entertaining distractions and those who're treating "my problem" as light. What I need is something that could feed my cat. and could always take him to the vet whenever he's sick. I'll dump even those who I've planned my future with. So I TOTALLY understand him, I totally get why he also does not want to talk to ML about it. Coz look at me I talked about it to the person whom I thought understands me the most only to have him make light of my problems for me. dude that sucks better yet grit you teeth even if it is humiliating do what's best for your cat. They're the ones that matters the most. And if your other half wouldn't be able to understand the depth of your care dump them right away those people don't deserve you