help aaaa

so i'm looking a yaoi manga from looong back (?) can't rmb the title so here's a rough desc.

So uke had a twin sister which died in an accident whuch led to him cross dressing for the mental stability of his mom. So seme and uke became friends yadda yadda and seme learned that the uke is really a boy and felt disgusted and ran away. And fast forward to the past when they're highschool where they both met again but uke doesnt remember the seme and the seme began to have feelings for the uke again. The characters lowkey looks like Kageyama and Hinata lol. Please halp finding this! ╥﹏╥