Help me find this manga!

Years ago I read a bl about this guy who was super scared of germs and wore gloves all the time, I know this is kind of vague but, I remember a scene where he meets this guy and when they start having sex first guy has this whole inner monologue about how disgusting it is to be touching someone. the manga had a lot of scenes with this mc just going into deep spirals because of germs, I liked it and would like to revist this manga. I could be remembering wrong, it's been years since I could even see this manga. If it helps I remember it being in black and white. I hope someone knows what im talking about if not thank you for your time