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It's a Chinese BL novel
https://www.novelupdates.com/series/quickly-wear-the-face-of-the-devil/
Omg thank you do much. I've already read this novel but It was a long time ago and I hardly remember the story. I was seriously starting to believe that I dreamed the whole story
Does any of you know any story (probably a novel but it can also be a manga, I don't remember) were the ML is the God of Light and he gives a little of his power to some of his belives so they can fight the darkness and the MC for some reason hypnotize himself every day so he can truly love the God even tho he hates him and once he hypnotize himself he prays to the God and the God hears the prayers made of pure ''love'' so the MC becomes the God's favorite.
Or something like that, my English isn't too good so I hope it makes sense, I remember reading a story like that but I can't find it anywhere and I always note what I'm reading. Also it's BL