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the info isnt much tbh, we still dont what know actually happened and why he was acting like that. honestly, with all the shit that lord did to the servant, even with a pitiful past, its unacceptable. if he does a 180 on his personality and actions, i will start liking him, but not really forgive him. the servant is quite pitiful tho, idk if u can call his love for the lord a love, its more like Stockholm syndrome than love.
Recap of what his father did is in chapter 57!!
His father said he got an illness at age 13 and jiwa caught it too - the illness is probably being gay
In chapter 57, after the servant saw the seme ( cannot remember names lol) he was like kinda crazy, he saw the seme after he got raped maybe and he’s was delusional
Anyways for more info read chapter 57!!!