wow. eris- she's so beautifully written i might actually cry. her family situation is like your average asian household. yk how parents play favorites cs this child is purer lol and the other has to become the rational adult here and eventually grew distant as time went by. she knew they love her, she might've didn't like how they assumed her to be the stronger person betw her and her brother but still, she wanted to repay them in her own way. this was only a selfish request on her part,, as she didn't want to think her parents loved her less nd go on with life, it's not like she could get any younger.
the problem is, she couldn't. constantly being eaten by the regret of the time lost and her inability to express herself she consoled herself with the idea of 'tomorrow.' being thrown at an extreme situation as a 'villainess' in a book she so happened to read was not how she pictured she would be living the following days. she might've pondered for days, alone nd with so much time to relieve her regrets. to arrive with the solution of killing herself- just how desperate could this person be? her life back then was not exactly smth people would find envious of, but there- there she could call something rightfully her's.
notice how she considers OG eris' feelings at every time she gets?? she didn't change much just like how the OG eris at some point hated helena, she didn't particularly acted friendly with helena either, despite knowing her FL privilege lol. she's not talking about marrying off helena to the prince to go back either cs somehow along the way, she became able to symphatize with these people and the body she currently resides in must have made her realize how absolutely everything nd everyone made her out to be the this detestable character known as the 'villainess'
/edit/ maybe killing herself was her best option upon learning that the OG eris wished to die?? eris should've been dead anyway but are you saying this world won't let her unless she plays out her stupid role? xppp
wow. eris- she's so beautifully written i might actually cry. her family situation is like your average asian household. yk how parents play favorites cs this child is purer lol and the other has to become the rational adult here and eventually grew distant as time went by. she knew they love her, she might've didn't like how they assumed her to be the stronger person betw her and her brother but still, she wanted to repay them in her own way. this was only a selfish request on her part,, as she didn't want to think her parents loved her less nd go on with life, it's not like she could get any younger.
the problem is, she couldn't. constantly being eaten by the regret of the time lost and her inability to express herself she consoled herself with the idea of 'tomorrow.' being thrown at an extreme situation as a 'villainess' in a book she so happened to read was not how she pictured she would be living the following days. she might've pondered for days, alone nd with so much time to relieve her regrets. to arrive with the solution of killing herself- just how desperate could this person be? her life back then was not exactly smth people would find envious of, but there- there she could call something rightfully her's.
notice how she considers OG eris' feelings at every time she gets?? she didn't change much just like how the OG eris at some point hated helena, she didn't particularly acted friendly with helena either, despite knowing her FL privilege lol. she's not talking about marrying off helena to the prince to go back either cs somehow along the way, she became able to symphatize with these people and the body she currently resides in must have made her realize how absolutely everything nd everyone made her out to be the this detestable character known as the 'villainess'
/edit/ maybe killing herself was her best option upon learning that the OG eris wished to die?? eris should've been dead anyway but are you saying this world won't let her unless she plays out her stupid role? xppp