First of all, I would like to say that my comment was not targeted towards you specifically, it was just a general psa, so I'm really sorry if it came off that way.
And second, I am also mature enough to not translate rape fantasies into real life, but not everyone is, that's why I believe that the way rape is presented here is bad. However, I am not shaming anyone who finds it arousing, I'm simply stating that in this story it was not presented appropriately, yet, at least.
I agree that younger audiences might internalize this, which is why I don't think mangago should exist. We forget that we are reading illegal work and these mangas are to be bought, by people of age. It's actually not meant to be easy to read these. So it's not the author's fault.
But yes, let's agree to disagree on the rest.
I'm sorry but I don't think I can continue reading about Andy and Martin. I see no chemistry between them. The only thing I see is a gay guy bullying another gay (or maybe bi) guy who hasn't fully accepted himself yet and the author trying to call it romance and flirting. And Im not even talking about the rape scene yet which I fear will get glossed over seeing how their relationship is progressing.
I don't know, I really wanna see Andy standing his ground and serve this cocky rapist bastard Martin a slice of humble pie.
And ffs Andy stop blushing 24/7 for Martin and realize that what he did to you wasn't being rough or some shit but it was him literally raping you.