there's no happiness here... like at all. nobody was truly happy by the end.
don't get me started on jiang wenxu, the fucking bastard. fuck his letter and all his suffering afterwards, he deserves all of it and more.
doctor ai... he did all he can. he fell in love in the most unfortunate way. and even if his love was accepted, it never truly was reciprocated in the end. he tried his best, he did what he could. but there was really no way for his love to bear fruit and win against the feelings that have bloomed for over ten years. even if those feelings were one-sided.
and zhishu... poor zhishu. he deserved so much more than the fucking asshole jiang wenxu. he wasn't treated right, and even when he was suffering, even when he left, even when he was treated with the love his supposed long-time lover should have given him, and even until the end, he never stopped loving wenxu. he feels indebted to the doctor and I'm sure accepting his feelings was the only thing he felt like he could do for him, as he could never truly give his heart to doctor ai. that was simply what accepting the ring and letting their bodies connect meant. he must have wanted to do so much more for dr ai, who was there for his side when the loved one he needed the most wasn't. but he already dedicated so much of this life to jiang that he could only make promises to dr ai for the next life.
the side ho shen too, altho he was a bitch, he just loved the wrong man in the wrong life. it was sad that he died just like that. and jiang wenxu who started it all didn't even seem to care. it makes me sick.
i think i sound heated but I'm actually just really depressed over all of this. i didn't even have the energy to cry...
but yeah! guess that's it thanks to this manhwa for shattering my empty soul
there's no happiness here... like at all.
nobody was truly happy by the end.
don't get me started on jiang wenxu, the fucking bastard. fuck his letter and all his suffering afterwards, he deserves all of it and more.
doctor ai... he did all he can. he fell in love in the most unfortunate way. and even if his love was accepted, it never truly was reciprocated in the end. he tried his best, he did what he could. but there was really no way for his love to bear fruit and win against the feelings that have bloomed for over ten years. even if those feelings were one-sided.
and zhishu... poor zhishu. he deserved so much more than the fucking asshole jiang wenxu. he wasn't treated right, and even when he was suffering, even when he left, even when he was treated with the love his supposed long-time lover should have given him, and even until the end, he never stopped loving wenxu. he feels indebted to the doctor and I'm sure accepting his feelings was the only thing he felt like he could do for him, as he could never truly give his heart to doctor ai. that was simply what accepting the ring and letting their bodies connect meant. he must have wanted to do so much more for dr ai, who was there for his side when the loved one he needed the most wasn't. but he already dedicated so much of this life to jiang that he could only make promises to dr ai for the next life.
the side ho shen too, altho he was a bitch, he just loved the wrong man in the wrong life. it was sad that he died just like that. and jiang wenxu who started it all didn't even seem to care. it makes me sick.
i think i sound heated but I'm actually just really depressed over all of this. i didn't even have the energy to cry...
but yeah!
guess that's it
thanks to this manhwa for shattering my empty soul