Thank god im not the only one thinking this. I really wished we got to see cudles instead :(
well... keep in mind he's also worried that his seme wont want him anymore. he's scared he doesn't want him. obvious he was saying no at one point, and the uke is getting worried, saying "why wont you?" the way hes saying it is almost like a "do you not want me? do you not love me the same anymore?" and i think thats why he has sex with him, and now hes trying to comfort him. hes showing him he cares, and the seme wants him to know he still wants him and wants him.
he's being as careful as he can with his mental health, too. i see nothing wrong with it. im looking forward to sweet, happy, cuddle-ish sex. reassuring happy sex is so cute and he needs it
Oh my GODD i was really hoping seme would be like “no chung you’re too traumatized let’s just cuddle ok” because he clearly, in the previous chapter, is so fucked up from his repeated rape and abuse that he thinks he needs to throw his emotions aside to sexually please his partner like... god. It’s dubiously consensual at best bcus Chung is not in the right state of mind, as the previous chapter showed us.
I expected it bcus it’s so fuckin common but I’m still disappointed.