But if they want to do that..then ill leave them alone.
for me its meaningful. i commented a little bit about it but my thoughts
the uke is worried the seme doesn't want him anymore.
the seme wants to show him he cares. hes trying to be as careful as he can with him, trying to be sweet and gentle and still trying to show him hes loved.
he tried NOT to have sex but instead of helping, i think he could see it was giving the uke a lot of anxiety. a kind of "hes taking care of me because he used to love me... but he wont have sex with me like he used to. he doesnt love me the same."
i think the seme is just trying to be as gentle as he can. it's a hard situation to deal with, so the sex didnt bother me at all. it wasn't like the seme forced him either, like a "IM GONNA REWRITE ALL YOUR BAD MEMORIES" because if he did i would be livid. but hes obviously being careful, and slow. i appreciate it.
just thoughts
I was hoping there's no seggies gonna happen bc of how traumatized Chung is on the last chapters...Now here i am getting frustrated from it.