oh ive read it wrong... he said he loves Shizu the exact way Yuki loved Mafuyu. am i right??? but im still kinda feeling sus to Hiiragi's feelings idk hmm...
I think hiiragi was just so mesmerized by the love yuki and mafuyu had for eachother and never really thought that the love he had always felt for shizu was probably the same, powerful feeling/connection he had always admired from afar, as a spectator <3
thats why im feeling a lil sus since if he was too busy admiring the other couple he may have developed feelings for yuki back then. and now that he is gone he is now pouring it to shizu which is sad bc it feels like his affection to shizu is not genuine since it was meant for yuki in the first place. aahhhhh idk idk i dont want to hate them i should stop overthinking ╥﹏╥ but it kinda make sense right?? （/TДT)/
Hiiragi both loved Yuki and Shizu at the same time??? uhh... idk what to feel about that...