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I think usually everyone is with their first love so I think Mafuyu was a bit more happy when with Yuki than Uenoyama

Lol what? Everyone is happier with their first love? It can be special, it can be not. What kind of a kindergarten view on life is this.
You guys need to broaden your horizons on life and people's relationships and possibly don't get it from yaoi mangas

I get ur pov but i believe he's actually truly happier with ueno cause he gets to be his true self with yuki he was in a shell a safe plz he and yuki cheated but now he has grown into the real mafuyu he finally has his own voice which makes him truly happier

Safe place*
He and yuki created *
Upsate on some grammatical errors i made

Ofc he was happier .. cuz when mafuya was with yuki, no body committed suicide b4 that :D
How can mafuya be completely happy now ? Actually most of the sad moments we see mafuya in are his anxious thoughts left from yuki

I understand that some first loves are shitty but most of Mafuyu's first happy moments were with Yuki