first, i like this kind of story where they are secretly in love with his friend
second, i said i like this type of story but i also want them to stop loving them when they are hurting. I want them to be happy.
I always thought that this is not difficult if people are honest, but now, i think it's hard right? when there are uncertainties and you don't know the other person's feelings.
and i feel sad when there are one shots where a guy didn't confess at all and silently watching his wedding...
and i'm so glad they got together, but i feel bad to the girl and i wish there is closure? (but maybe that's also a way of respect to the girls feeling, reason they didn't talk again?)
and i hope you are okay now with ur unrequited love (there's no way it is okay right?)
i want people to be happy :>
I agree, it's just that the uke somehow correlates with what's happening to reality, though somehow the ending not so much. The uke tried to repel his feelings for seme and somehow it was hurting him, he also tried to let him go by asking the black haired (sister) to date him for real, though she denied him and said that "your only trying to run away". Which is pretty much true. The uke's personality, really showed a depth of "Truth", he liked the seme and is trying to let him go but with only the simple touch, and closeness his feelings keeps coming back. Especially at Volume 2 Chapter 8, it made me shed tears where the seme was given a choice "Either take the phone call of his gf or run for uke". It was like metaphorical way for seme to choose either 1 because uke and seme were at a very serious conversation, uke then told him that "It's ok take the phone call, I'm happy at least you looked my way once". This really hurted me. And I'd rate this manga 10/10 honestly, this deserves so much more attention.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kataomoi_to_parade/
Ok so I found this BL manga and it really shattered my heart, it reminded me of my youth. It made me wonder what wouldve happened if I actually confessed to my bestfriend, we actually did kiss and I felt the connection but he already had a gf so I didnt fight for him. I considered myself as a homewrecker. And somehow I relate to the uke and really felt his pain especially at Volume 2 Chapter 8, This is just really good. I want to recommend this manga for those with unrequited love and for anxiety fans. Please tell me what you think after reading this. This is really good and needs attention.