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And it's graded as an A+
Same girl. Couldn't have said it better myself. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
you are too kind (´∀｀*)
periodt!
Being able to articulate what you mean and organizing your thoughts in such a way is very commendable you know.
and thats ok. thats ok ya’ll. these types of problems always find him and hyesung is aware of his assets; being omega, only completing a highschool degree (so far), and a few other things. I am not saying that he is at a low level because of those things, but that he thinks he is and that’s why his coping method is to run away. He feels like he doesn’t have the power to face his problems, and that’s ok because we’ve seen him eventually face them once he’s ready.
Plus, he has been alone his whole life (before dojin obv). People may have been around him, but that doesnt mean he had someone to confide in. He had to deal with all sorts of problems by himself.
Imagine living his life; abandoned and abused as a child, rap3d (which i hope you guys arent forgetting), an unwanted pregnancy he was basically pressured to go through, and now this bs. I am not saying dojin is bad either, but I am also not going to forget what happened. also, just because hyesung is happy now with dojin doesnt mean his past actions are excused. thats just always going to be yikes part of their relationship. and its nice that he loves byul now, but you cant erase what mental trauma he has from that pregnancy :,(
That’s also why i was upset with comments in the past saying “hyesung is such a bad parent.”, “hyesung is being a bitch rn.”, or “hyesung doesnt deserve byul”. there was such a lack of empathy for him that it hurt me even though hes just a fictional being lmao. the amount of people who were even picking sides at that point shocked me.
i am glad that many people are now understanding him, but its just strange to think about how many people did not like or to better phrase it, understand him in the beginning. i just feel really bad for him bc hes always being overwhelmed :(
I know hyesung might seem annoying or immature, but it needs to be realized that under all his “confidence” is just pure self-loath. if this is the way he copes, then let him cope. the time will come when hes ready. there just needs to be more faith in him as a character