Some of y’all never had the emotional trauma of being abandoned by your parents as a chi...

I hope you are feeling better That must have been horrible :( Also please shower

Oh god same. My mother left when I was 5 and my dad died when I was 9. Then came the horrors of being passed on to one relatives to another where you feel like you're just one excess baggage nobody wants to take care. But still you held on knowing one day you'll get out of everyone's way and be okay. But you grow up and you don't know how you still end up being not okay, and one day you just cracked. Don't give a shit about anything anymore and live like a walking dark matter itself. It's hard but still, in this life we must thrive and survive. So good job to you for living thru that :)

My mom was in and out of my life up until I graduated high school. I resented her and everybody around her. The only thing I had going for me was at least my dad loved me before he got deported lol honestly if I found out my dad actually abandoned me too along with my mom I’d shut down like Hyesung. You make excuses for loved ones because at least you have good memories with people you perceive to love you, but finding out his own mom just up and left must’ve been so traumatizing. Poor Hyesung. :(

Thank you (づ￣ ³￣)づ also yes I’m okay I will shower

I went into foster care at 12 which was actual hell but yea I get it people telling you “be grateful I even let you stay in my house” is so hard to hear but I’m sorry you had to go thru that I’m also proud of you for making it thru (づ￣ ³￣)づ

I get what you mean my mom is also now trying to make amends But I don’t think I can forgive her I also hold that resentment I’m sorry to hear about you’re dad being deported I hope you can see him again soon ! ヾ(☆▽☆)