Same I refuse to believe it too. I reread the first chap a few more time. The fact that he’s admitting to it so blatantly make it seems like he wants them to just focus on him “killing” and the fact that uke is “dead”
Did another triple take.... sounds even more sus hmmm
The more I read the more anxious I get. I refuse to believe moonhyuk kills the uke, I absolutely refuse