Can somebody recommend me some yaoi thatll make me cry i wanna feel pain rn?

you probably already read this but
10 years where I loved you last

ive never read it but i am abt to tyvm

december rain, incidentally living together

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/doronuma/
extreme pain ;-;
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hina_wa_mitsuiro_no_koi_ni_torawareru/
a little bit pain
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/maki_chan_wa_kare_to_sex_shitai/
also pain
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/isso_koe_ga_nakattara/
cute pain prob wont make u cry
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/in_the_cage/
pain pain poor uke ;-;
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kokoro_o_korosu_houhou/
super pain too T^T
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/shounen_no_kyoukai/
omegaverse pain
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zhen/
pain
:)

i just read DR and im sobbing from the wholesomness

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ways_of_parting/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/juuyoku_no_chigiri/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ashita_shinu/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/name/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kiyoku_tadashiku_utsuku_shiku/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/azami/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_childhood_friend_was_a_god/