MAJOR SPOILERS FOR THE NEXT 20-ISH CHAPTERS,

SPOILER ALERT. PLEASE DONT READ IF YOU ARE EMOTIONAL OR DO NOT WANT ANY SPOILERS. YOU MIGHT CRY. YOUR DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

i read the raws and here is my translation and recap of what happened:
















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so soohos name appeared on the blacklist one day. he was really shocked and nobody knew why either. for the next few months he stayed at home in bed all day. he fell heavily ill. he was suffering and was in much pain. he was slowly getting worse. it was even difficult for him to lift a cup of water. he started to take pills. he also met taker in his dreams on a daily basis. he would never remember after he woke up though. the little pea ghost told sooho that they overheard the chief and taker talking about how he wanted to erase soohos name even if it meant his death. of course sooho didnt want this to happen. he got out of bed to go talk to taker then all of a sudden he collapsed. taker rushes in and asks what happened and if hes okay. he holds sooho in his arms. sooho says that he doesnt want to tell taker this to make him worry more but he is in much pain. sooho then closes his eyes and he sees taker which is in all white and is showing off a very radiant glow. taker starts to cry. he says that sooho often finds taker in dreams etc and that every time he awakens he doesnt remember what happened at that time because its a dream. he says that he needs to convince him on something very important. he says that he needs soohos spirit. he says that if he dies and gives his spirit to him soohoo will (blank. it was blurred in the original so we cant know what taker had told soohoo) he then says that if he does then his pain and suffering will come to an end. he says “right you remember now. i always talk to you by this way. if you wake up from this dream i will forever hold you but no matter what you will still suffer. im sorry. youre going through a very difficult time right now.” sooho then says that he wants to believe taker and leave everything. taker replies with “please believe me sooho. dont be afraid i will hold you.” sooho wakes up crying. he puts on his jacket and kisses taker who is asleep. theres text saying “im certain you will save me.” he goes up the stairs and steps outside. taker wakes up and sees that sooho is missing. he runs out. sooho is standing on the ledge of the railing. he yells out “dont come here. if you do then i will continuously jump.” he said that once he stood there he became scared. a scene showed dojin coming over and seeing them. he then says that in his life he continuously goes through pain and difficulties so he thought that all he could do is accept it but it wont be taker. (not sure what he means by that? maybe he means that taker wont experience pain) he says that from the beginning taker intended to coax him so he could save him. he asks why taker doesnt accept that. he says that he put his own life to change the blacklist and he tells taker to think about his foolish actions. sooho yells out that he will not let taker sacrifice his life for him. he says “even more i dont think about giving up and dying.” taker replied with “did you dream that dream again so you came up here?” taker tells him to stop and he isnt in his right mind now. sooho says 3 words and proceeds to fall. (they were also blurred so i cant know. im 99% sure he said “i love you.”) taker yells at him to wait and chases after him to try and save him. a white spear appears and jabs him in the stomach and stops him. before sooho hits the ground a white hand caresses his cheek and he disappears. a white glowing orb appears. it starts to rain. taker kneels down in front of the orb and lowers his head in sadness and pain. dojin watches him. (thats all the chapters that were updated up to rn)



fast explanation for the people who dont want to read everything: soohos name is in the blacklist, gets sick, commits suicide. okay. im gonna go cry now