me too! i think it kinda has to do with how we are interested in things we can't explain and how that scares us, but that's what gives us the thrill of wanting to know more. or how sometimes it's so morbid you can't stop yourself from reading.
Wh I've been reading them way before that. I started reading stuff like that in probably 6th grade and it started with regular books
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You're not alone ! I've always liked stories in the psychological genre, BL or not. The more the characters are broken, the more trauma there is, the more i'm excited huhuhu maybe i got some issues or it's a coping mechanism, but since i learned to read at like 7 years old, my favorite stories were always those ones. My favorite moments are always when the MC goes through some traumatic events.
Can i just say after reading Killing Stalking I've garnered a thing for physiological BL manhwas or just physiological mangas/manhwas in general. I just realised this after reading the genre's its listed under and a few others ive been reading. Is it just me or are there more of you?