Why am I hurting? Even though he thinks that Eugene is disgusting and trash while they're ...

Why am I hurting? Even though he thinks that Eugene is disgusting and trash while they're fucking I still want them to end up together, even though he's just doing that for the sake of his Sunbae, and Even though he don't like Eugene and wants him dead --- okay, I'm sad ಥ_ಥ I'll just see it 'till the end,, I'm waiting huhu